Everything rules!

Jordan and I got Big Day Out tickets to Melbourne next year and im so excited!

10 weeks till Bali!

I have no money!

FUCK.

Got back from England monday.
Still feeling Jetlagged. It SUX.
England R00led though. Cant be fucked explainingz.

For the past 5 days ive practically been living with Jordan. Its been great. We cooked each other food and cleaned up other peoples mess.
Its so nice spending day after day and waking up with him and cuddling and ahh i could go on..

Anyway, the weekend was good. Friday night when Jordan had people over i felt kinda bad/antisocial because i was so damn tired and that i was in bed asleep by 10ish. Soz one guiz, wasnt trying to avoid conversation. I actually like Jordans friends, well, most of them.

Last night was even better because i made ham and cheese toasties for me and him for dinner. And we cuddled for a bit and laughed and talked and laughed some more and shared a Spa together. It was really relaxing. (win for having a cool house JoRdZ)
This morning made me kinda sad because today was the day that i had to say goodbye and break the 5 day 'living together' span. (is that the word?) So this morning there was extra affection and cuddles. It is really nice just having him there when i wake up and to squeeze up to in the dark when he talks about scary things :( . Regardless, I didnt get my nesquik cereal for breakfast but i was satisfied with the milk drink instead. Maaan, my boyfriend rules. n_n

Im not sure what to do this week. When im not with Jordan things seem to suck.
I want Camellia to come back so we can hAnG again during weekdays.
I MIZZZ HUURRRR.
Life is really boring when youre out of school; Well, sometimes.

WHINGGGEEE.

♥


I'm going to miss this boy more than anything else.


G00DbYe Cairns!

Spending the past 3 nights with Jordan has been so enjoyable.
I never ended up bringing Pods to eat at his because i forgot, theyre still in my fridge :(
But, we did watch movies and take lots of stupid photos together on Photobooth.
It was really fun :)
This morning i felt the happiest when i woke up at 6.30am to a sunrise and to Jordan lying there, awake too. I gave him kisses just because he looked so adorable. n_n

Flying to England tomorrow is going to suck:
-2 hours to Bisbane
-7 hours waiting in Brisbane
-8 hours to Singapore
-1 hour wait in Singapore
-8 hours to Dubai
-2 hour wait in Dubai
-7 hour flight to Heathrow, London
ARRIVE IN LONDON AT 7.30PM on Monday, which is 4,30am Tuesday Cairns time.

:( Not looking forward to flying. I hate that feeling where you're on the flight and you feel as if you have forgotten something. I haven't started packing yet. Maybe i should..

I really dont want to leave Jordan and his good looks.

Okay i'm gonna start packing now.

Tomorrow night (or tonight as its 1.33am) i'm seeing Jordan and staying the night at his. I'm bringing over Waynes World 2 and Factory Girl to watch and a bag of Twix Pods to devour.
It will be nice to have him to cuddle up with under the sheets, watch movies and eat delicious snacks with.

Im sorta dreading leaving this weekend. I think i will become homesick vry easily. :(

The weekend was good. Jacks 18th was terrible, Draper was fun/interesting, the vodka was disgusting, but falling asleep with Jordan at the end of the night was great!
I love waking up and turning around to see him next to me; Then cuddle him to death.

I have never had such a powerful emotional effect for someone since Dion in high school. I never thought i would fall so hard for another boy again after all the hurt that was caused and emotional pain i had experienced for nearly two years from Dion. Jordans really changed my point of view and i am more than lucky to have him in my life as a friend and a companion.

Sorry guiz fur getting all "deep'n'shit" but at this point in my life, I am most grateful and happy for what i have.

Im outties yo.
B3DT!M3Z

Jordan gets back tomorrow! Im very very very very very excited to see him.
Ive missed him a lot. Dating him for over a month now, it feels as if its only been a week.. Weird. But its good. Great, infact. n_n

And tomorrow night i think we are going to Draper? Can someone confirm with me that its on? I heard that it is but kinda not keen to rock up with like 2 people there because that would be really, really awkward.

I see Camellia in 17 days in Gatwick Aiport.
Gonna be sweet!
I also have no food in my house
And havent eaten today. Its so bad i know.
Can someone send over something real delicious please? Preferably Chicken Risotto. Yeah.


Life is swell for now.

Jordan gets back on Saturday and im hella excited to see him!
I miss him a lot!
Everything seems to suck when he's away:
I miss his company! And him making me cups of tea! And laughing with him! And his cute totoro-like smile! And his long eyelashes! And his kisses! And just everything about him.
:( 4 days left until i get that all back!

This week and last week have sucked. I'm really getting sick of work. I have 4 shifts left until i leave the country. Which i am also excited for.
I hate working with assholes and getting hit on by 35+ year olds with kids. I mean, do they honestly think they have a chance with someone like half their age and for christs sake with kids!? Sick sick people i tell ya. Sometimes good for lols though. But FILTH!

AnYwAyZ

I finally got credit after being deprived for a week and its a bit better. Being able to contact Jordan in Dubai rulez! Especially for only 29c!

Ive been thinking lately andd i'm not real keen for Adelaide with Cambam anymore to live. Personally its just a bit unrealistic for me considering i've never been and i dont know anyone down there and its so far away from home and yeaaaah i can imagine i would miss being in Cairns a lot or wished i had gone somewhere else. I think i would prefer somewhere cosier that i was familiar with and had contacts there and stuffz.

On the topic of Caramellia, I can't wait till she comes over to England with me. Shopping in London will be so good and awesome and there are plenty of TopShops around to buy lots of clothes (soz andrea <3)
But overall the experience with her will be so cool.

This week wont be good. Working and doing nothing SUX but its a money saver i suppose.

I WISH IT WAS SATURDAY :( ♥

Okay so everything is going fine with Jordan, hes a wonderful person and i'm honestly extremely happy with him.
I've managed to brush of most comments about our relationship until last night.

Christina, be quiet and learn to keep your mouth shut.

I'm so sick of you firstly, and secondly, you telling Jordan bad things about me. Honestly, do you really think he's going to give two craps as to what you say? All it feels like is that you're either trying to 'get back at me' for when i so happened to crush your self esteem in Grade 11 or that you want some problem to arise between me and him. You're so petty becuase you still talk about things that happened 2 years ago. How sad is that? And that you tell Jordan how i was 'Fucking Rhys' and i was so insecure about him liking other people. Then you turn around and say 'Oh she must have changed if shes going for someone as nice as you Jordan' Save the 'compliments' sister because you're just a flirt and should back off. We both don't need you putting in your unwanted two cents.

The only reason i post this on livejournal because you seem to post every moment of your fucking life on it, meaning you're bound to come across this post (Plus i have no other way of reaching you, unless i act real c00l and come down to the skate park to HaNgZ) And fucking christ, you're telling Jordan i'm such a "slut" even when you're the one who seems to be screwing around with other boys (I know this because you LOVE to publicly tell everyone about it on LiveJournal) and trying to subtly hide the fact you're most likely sleeping with them or atleast you're giving us the vague impression anyway. Oh, and yet i still seem to be a "slut" to you Christina although im not the one posting pictures of myself all over the fucking internet of either wearing barely any clothing or making sexually suggestive faces. Stop loving the fact of being wanted. I hope you get the wrong attention from someone one day so you know how disgusting you are for making 50 year olds horny with your ridiculous pictures.

I don't give two shits about how nasty this post is because my respect for you Christina has finally hit Zero. I hope you realise how fucking pathetic you are for telling my boyfriend about how "nasty and slutty" i am and how "Out of all the people you met in high school i made you the sickest." Take a look at yourself for once. Are you any better? Look at half the things you write and even post on LiveJournal; It sounds like you're leading the high life by "hanging out at skate shops" and "drinking beer". I'm so, so jealous of you.

Oh and by the way, Jack Riddle is a lovely person. He's great to be around and I'm way better off being his friend and not yours.


Get a life Christina, and stay the hell out of mine.


Fuck!


On a lighter note, i'm saving up a lot of money so far for England next month. I cant wait to see everyone back home again. The trip should be exciting/long/tiring! Stopping off in Dubai sounds great though!
I'm excited to be visiting Sydney again and possibly Adelaide in August/September to see some more friends before i move away.
Camellia were planning and talking about moving and study options for next year. It was a good talk and i really hope it all goes to plan! :)

Oh, and everyone should try Neenish Tarts. Just because they're so god-damn-delicious!

:D

Everything seems to be great and going well at the moment

For now.


:)

So.

You know after all this time ive been writing on livejournal about my life and shit and mentioning Pepper. I finally met him this year. In Sydney, January 2009.
It was amazing.

Gosh, looking back on posts i wrote, fuck i was gay!
HA!

At the moment my life is at peak.
Everything is great.
And i wouldnt swap it for my past!

Im so friggen happy.

And i love being out of school.

I plan to move away!





Pepper and I in Sydney City







James and I, Avalon Beach, Sydney

UPDATEZ

I had a good weekend.

I absolutely LOVED art camp.












Everything was so laid back there. And it was beautiful. Especially all the stars at night. The people there were one of the best bunch of people i have been with. So easy to get along with.

Way better then Senior Camp.

When i got home friday i slept ;D All night and did nothing on saturday.
Went to rachels. Came home sick. Lazed about sunday.
Last night was fucking good as.
I love the times when you think you arent really good friends with someone, and then in one night it can totally change and youre closer then ever again
Thats what happened last night and i love it!


And today i had a good day
Ive been in a real good mood lately.
Im going, before i get in a bad moodd ehhh ;D

I spotted a huge python underneath the couch that Jack was sitting on at Kerrods house last night.

At first i thought it was a belt. Until it moved back under the couch. I dont know how i could have thought it was a belt but i did.

Nobody beleived me at first! They thought i was joking!

:)

The snake was rescued and got away safely.

After it went, we continued to sit on the couch and chairs in the same room and watched movies.

All is well.

I ENVY YOU!


I need a new job.
I owe alot of money.
I need to stop spending!

:X

I made a new friend this week. Which is fantastic.

Dion came into work on Sunday and i was so thrilled to see him.
He tells me he loves me and misses me and i feel the same way :(
I cant wait to see him on Thursday!

My holidays have been pretty fantastic so far. The movies last night was alright, the movie itself was crap. But people made it worthwhile and more entertaining.

Im out of FTV for next year and im so happy. And im out of Ancient History which is the biggest relief. Music Extension will be fantastic.

So tomorrow im going into town with Paul and Jack. For Gelato :D

I miss Melbourne. And i havent taken photos of anything for ages now.

I wish some people would just dissapear out of my life. I really do.
Because im sick of seeing them almost everyday and even when they dont talk to me, have some way of ruining things. DISSAPEAR PLEASE! Make my life a bit better every day.

I LOVE DION KRISTENS

Today i was tired.

So i didnt end up going to school. (I also felt a bit sick)

Sleeping at home is always nice.

There was a car crash at 6.30am this morning 50 metres away from my house. And it was really loud and a Ute was totally flipped over on its back. Pretty interesting start to the day. Then i got up and ate Bacon and Eggs and Bread and felt sick and then Chocolate milk. Felt sick even more. Later on, Chocolate cake, felt sick, then a mini Bounty and Milky Bar. FELT SICK
A packet of Sour Cream and Onion chips? Felt fiiine

Weew!

Then around 3 ish i went to Gerards house to see Dion and give back his shorts. That was the best part to my day. And now im sitting here wondering whether to go into town tomorrow after school.

INNO tomorrow! Cant wait yo. I wish our music class was in it this year though :(



UGHH i feel sick


After this post, all of mine are gonna be friend locked.

My long weekend was super.
Friday night at Gerards was pretty good. The spa was the best part. Except i got a real bad headache. But it was a good laugh and i saw Dion :D

Saturday i worked which was a pretty good shift i suppose. And atleast i got walked back to gerards house instead of walking on my own, to pick up my school shorts i left there.

Yesterday was good because i went shopping with my mum and then later on i went over to Rachels with Katie and Jarrod.
That was a fun night. We had a huge barbeque for dinner with roast potatoes and for the night we just chilled and watched a movie.

I had a pretty bad sleep though. I slept on the couch and because it was on one of those leather couches with the corner on it and i thought it would be really comfortable. But it wasnt :( And Jarrods snoring kept waking me up.

Today was fun. At 8 in the morning, Jan came over for the day and he knocked on the door. And because the rest of us in the room were sleepy we didnt realise what it was and fell back asleep. And then at aroud 9.30, we got up and Jarrod looked outside and Jan was lying there asleep on the outside bench. Poor kid.

Later on, we went down to the creek at the back of Rachels house and looked for turtles but didnt find any :(. The stones were slippery and the leaves at the bottom on the ground made me and Rachel freak out thinking that there was eels on our legs.

Yeah, Today/Last night was AWESOME

I enjoyed my weekend alot ♥

Alyssas was good last night.
Buckin' Mex was dissapointing. I basically got a peice of bread with salsa and melted cheese and like two tiny bits of meat.
I wasnt satisfied.
Afterwards though, the movies was good. Resident Evil 3 wasnt that scary but it was pretty good.
Yesterday at school was a good day.
Seeing as Nicole was 'banned' from her computer, the day/night before Friday, Nicole gave me her Lj password to change it for her so she doesnt get creeps logging on her page and spying on other peoples pages without any of their permission..

On the other note, FTV wasnt that bad this week. There was a few laughs when Nicole showed us an email with pictures. We love you nicoley ♥
And Mr Weston wasnt much of a dickhead. Music sucked though which was gay :(


Tonight im going to Marcuses party with a few people. Hopefully that will be good. I'm thinking of not sleeping all night and going straight to work the next morning tired as hell or going to sleep for a few hours and waking up and being shitty all day and most likely tired. ITS A LOSE LOSE SITUATION.
:(

Nah well. I'll get over it.

I need credit

THATS ALL

Thats how i was feeling today.

:)

I fucking love Dion.
My first day was good as.

I havent been home for 3 days

Im so tired.

Im going to bed.

And will most likely wake up with another back ache tomorrow morning :(

So far my holidays have been pretty good.

I havent worked yet. Kinda looking forward to seeing the people at work.
Some of them.

Tonight im going back to Camellias house. Its good that she lives only 5 minutes away (walking) :D

I hate it when you get those nights where you cant sleep at all. Like literally all night yo.
I had that last night. And it was annoying.
:(

Im craving milo.
.
..
...

I see Dion tomorrow!

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

♥

I've made my decision and im sticking to it